I’m turning into the whiniest baby. I’m stressed, I’m sick, I’m fainting, now my back is hurting. It’s ridiculous. So negative lately. I’m working on it.
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The whole fainting thing has me a little freaked me out. It scares me to think that my BP can and will just spontaneously drop without me being aware and capable of preventing it. I don’t like feeling as if I can’t control my actions – I don’t drink (just about at all) or otherwise consume things that would alter my ability to think/act in any way because of this – so the situation is a little IRRITATING, if anything.

I was a little scared to go to CrossFit this morning – which was completely irrational since all fainting has happened as a result of being ASLEEP and not from any sort of physical exertion, but the fear was there nonetheless. I KNOW my heart is healthy and that the fainting is unrelated, but I felt nervous about pushing it.

I tested my BP around lunchtime and found it be 116/75, HR was 62 – so I’m ok.
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Eggs and yogurt + fruit for breakfast.

We have just about NOTHING left in our refrigerator/freezer, so I picked some lunch up while I was out.

I signed up for Panera’s tracking card thing a couple of weeks ago and was “rewarded” with a free pastry – so – what the hell?

I heated it up this afternoon and YUM. Love cinnamon rolls.

Jon and I chose to go out vs. picking up some groceries and cooking. We ordered a huge potato and a basil parmesan chicken salad and split them.


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I didn’t do a damn thing all day (after CrossFit) other than pick up a few things for the move from Target. I mostly hung out on the couch or on the floor with ice (for my back) – always with my sweet boy.

Have I ever mentioned that he follows me EVERYWHERE? He is with us just about constantly – or at a window near us. We looked at so many apartments the weekend we were in MI – I very seriously can’t remember what the place looks like. He is going to be pretty pissed if it doesn’t have an adequate view of something.

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